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title:
date: Sunday, May 25, 2008
time:3:32 PM
Bunny Hug look hereeee ;DDD Little Gal LOOOK :D

Being sad doesnt help matters,
Unless you want me to be sad too..
Never failing to be there for you,
Though it can't be 24 hours time.
Happy happy is my rule (:
And please do not break the rule :X
Now and forever i will cheer you up
Even when it's uber uber difficult,
To squeeze a smile out of you !
Hope to see you wearing a smile forever (:


So, please do smile , i really need everyone to smile (:
A smile brightens up my day ,
So imagine , if everyone smiles,
how bright my day would be ! (:

Happy happy , my policy (:
Jealousy not the best policy , Happiness is the best policy ;D
Promise me , dun get upset over some idiots ,
Don't waste your tears over them , don't skip meals over them,
Forever loves (:


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title:
date: Friday, May 23, 2008
time:3:13 PM
Today last day le (:
But also known as ..start of "sianzation" day ..
Haha ; if only i cn go out ..rawrr .
Sob sob , mrs lim gonna leave anderson luh ,
&& she going to north light ,
We'll miss you )':
But all th best to you (:
Though i know you won't read this post haha ..
&& mariko sensei ,
Best wishes from J1.15 (:
We'll support you in wadeva you do :D
Big big thanku for all u'hv done for us , mrs lim && mariko sensei (:
Arigatou gozaimasu (:


Got back my result slip . haha ..
failed history :X
&& kena scolded . Zzz
lols , lucky my mum nv say wana meet tcher
hahaha , (:
&& , zz maybe my hp line gona get cut, && top-up $20 for 1 mth,
RAWRR , all becos of tht baka , zz
I dunwan go back sch for dance , haha .
If i can go out with fren everyday , SHIOK ,
lolz , I know i very naggy :P
LOLS,
buhbye then :D


Dear Dear bunny ;
dun sad sad le ): Muz be happpy (:
i wana see your smile (:
Dun get sad over those ,
at least u saw their true colors ,
CHEER UP ~


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title:
date: Thursday, May 22, 2008
time:4:39 PM
Hey..no mood post tdy , but long time nv post , so..jus keep it short, but not sweet ..haha ..
Getiing bk result slip tmr , cos mine tdy hvnt ready yet ..
yeaa && i guess will die tmr ...X:
i . haha , so many troubles lately ..
jus duno what to say ..
haha , erm , yeaa . byes .


i'm getting so tired of all these ,
isit really tht dificult to hv every1 happy..

maybe ..
i hate th feeling ,


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title: >< RESULTS FOR SA1 RAWRR .
date: Friday, May 16, 2008
time:7:30 PM
Got back results ...haha , kinda shity i could say . lol.
Only happy with chinese and english . others like shit .
lols . esp maths & sci . rawrr , and i flunked hist & geog ,
and hist overall ( + ca1 ) i think i failed . AGAIN . lols .

Gahh..lols, btw paiseh jiajing , cannot go your party :C
sorry ~!! Today principal talk abt forum at hall ..
till 1.30 )): , haha , lols

Went opp with jozanne , sarah & sharmine .
bbt-ed . sarah left first ..
then after tht jun wei came ,
lols . and shar was like saying , the oreo joke -.-
LOLS , and junwei ans her Q.
lols . and ..i don't know what to say sia .

aiya , duno la . bleah . haha ><
okay laaa . don't want continue le ,
no inspiration le , LOL
bye guys :D





I'm just me myself , I don't have to change for anyone <<<<
uber false sentence (:



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title:
date: Thursday, May 15, 2008
time:10:11 PM
LOL today was like mdm lu go round catching ppl belt :X
but nvm ; im a super guai kid ;D haha , jk jk . lols
Only she catches my hair ..rawrr.
And today , i was like , can't open my eyes ,
i wana sleep..haha

Lols . my sa1 result sux like ...

flunked history & geog +.+
others ...so-so nia ,
and the most ps thing is,
my jap ca3 marks is btr then sci sa1 .
is like complete shit can ...so shi bai ..haiz .
LOL LOL

Today ..mrs ang nv come ..haha; lols
&& ... i nth to say sia ..
short & sweet ..byebye


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title:
date: Tuesday, May 13, 2008
time:6:56 PM
~Today go sch , lols .
inter class games (:
didnt join anything , hehe :X cos
i sux at sports (: ,
didnt join the telematch too x.x
haha , i know i damn slack la ,
lols, yaay 1/4 , win captains ball , every match :D
hehe, me hor , only go and help ppl refill bottle . LOL


Hmm..recess , rawrr , sean use the deodorant , *stinky*
haha jk la (: then lays in toilet sprayed deodorant ..
suddenly bo "control" , spray too much , strong smell ><
haha no hard feelings wor :D only a passing remark :D


In class , talk awhile ..
then went to hall watch movie , transformers.
Didnt know what the whole show is going on , haha.
sian sian , gonna fall asleep ):
then lay siew and me started to play , she bully me T.T
sobs sobs , LOL . then behind us the ppl ...i guess they think im mad :X
haha , and hor played cube ..
Tan Shaun and Koh Yu Xiang , fine lahs u 2 . suan me hor ?
bleah , *hpmh!* i know i v.slow loh ..bleah :D


After tht . dismissed. lols .
go out gate wif lays , talk talk then walk wrong way ,
so told her liao then walk another way ..
and she still tot i behind her LOL .
go bus stop .. saw mengling :D
chatted , rawrr i know i very short laa~~ bleah
then on the bus ...saw bing hao , jiajing , yuhao ..
lols , and yuhao gave me a diao face . duhh ..
talk talk talk , and mengling still saying i short . grrr
reach yckps outside le .. but in the end cannot go in ,
lols then bun call me , ask me in 2 min time must reach long john .
-.- , then she told me got alot ppl there oso .
then go there liao , oni she liting n jialin , fine la she bluff me .
rawrr . lols chatted , and she said my skirt short socks low ,
where got , i uber guai one hor (:
then she saw her tchers there LOL
and we did smth funny :D
lols. like tht loh, den chat chat la,
anw i pon jap yeaaaaa (:
then ..ya loh like tht loh . LOL .
sian tmr got lessons liaoz. bleah .

yea , i know this post v.long . so i dun nag liao la ,
lols . bye bye (: btw , jiayous for ur mid yr results guys :D

elated esther today :D
i miss u guys :D
so nice to meet up


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title:
date: Monday, May 12, 2008
time:7:13 PM
Today no lessons :D
Yay~~haha lols .
mm..oya did the mathematical puzzle today ..
lols dunoo hw to do ):
haha . then after tht go hall learn japanese o.o
lols . then cyber-wellness ...haha ..
then aftr sch life sci loh ...
*yawn* , XD . Nth to say worx..
Hmm..bb (:


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title:
date: Saturday, May 10, 2008
time:10:34 PM
~No more emo posts for now, since i promised bunny :D

Thnks bunn dear, for evt u've done for me (:
i'll rmb u 4va :D Thnks for being there for me whn i'm feeling down
Thnks for evt evt evt :D it feel so good to know that there is a friend to care for
you. Arigatou gozaimasu (: love ya'

Changed blogskin:D recommended by lays (: haaha
went maths tuition..yipee , did mid yr pper :D
lols. oyea .. and today da newspaper headlines ..smth
to do wif snakes ..then .
my mum was reading it ..then the big big pic there ..
YUCKS! And i told her not to read in front of mi ,
she open even bigger..-.-
and my bro put it right in front my face..
leme scream . duhh...



0nce again , thanks thanks thanks thanks bunny C:
Thanks a million , a zillion ,
hope we'll meet up real soon (:



i promise u (:
no more emo posts :D
for the time being ? haha


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title:
date: Friday, May 9, 2008
time:9:48 PM
ANS FOR LUOCHENG'S QUIZ :D


1. At what age do you wish to get marry?
23..or later ? hahax depends on my prince charming bahs (:


2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?

erms ..can i dun ans , i dunwan both coming after me :P


3. Who is the person you trust the most?

me! (:


4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

nono *shakes head*

5. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

i want every1 arnd me be happy (: so tht i will be happy too , LOL.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

why not? (:


7. What is your goal for this year?

anti-scoldings & punishments :D


8. Do you believe in eternity love?

yeap (:

9. Have you broken someone heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?

err i guess i dun hv the charm =X


10. What feeling do you love most?

ENTHU-NESS , && xxx feeling :D


11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

Unique? haha jk (: mm ..character && taller than me ? o.o

12. What feeling do you hate the most?

haha kena pang sei loh , and EMO-NESS .

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

of course . unleess they dunwana cherish it ):


14. Do you believe in GOD?

mm..so-so ?

15. What do you think is the most important thing in in your life?

someone ~!!


16. Who cares for you the most?
Papa ; mama <33>


17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.

mmm...no idea hahax


18. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?

being esther eng


19.IF time were to rewind, would you want it to be ?

of course , i wana be perfect :P


20.whats ur defination of happiness?

be wif some1 ? (:
happy all day long (: nv eva hv to worry :D


REPLIES TO TAGS


Bavani >> Thq :D i love you too (:

Angela >> Arigatou angie :D i will be happy (:

Sherlyn >> Err , i love papa & mama :D Cn ?? (:



Exams over luh :D
yipeeee .
im so happy
but after results .
D-I-E .
til v.cham :X
rawrrr ..
i duno hw to do alot ):






Labels : i wana talk to some1 :D
but i dun hv the single privacy to do so =X






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title:
date: Sunday, May 4, 2008
time:2:00 PM
This post is gonna be true boring , so jus keeep away . yea i guess so .
cos' im jus spamming out feelings
a feeling tht cant be described . yeah .

Recently , i'm hving a funny feeling running inside me..-.-
i feeel so lost . but for no particular reasons . so duh question me haha .
i hate this feeling so much , i want my ownself back .
lol im not despising myself or what i hope ? XD .
cos' i dunwana suffer frm depression o.o
yeah yeah. && i pity ppl around me ,
cos they would hv to withstand my mood swings ..
sorry guys & gals out there .
jus feel free to throw complains in my face . :D
im quite alright in sch .
but when i get home ,
the emptyness filled my heart .
yeeeeek , maybe after exams i wouldnt be tht bad . haha ><


& im currently cracking my brains . ( errrr i noe i hv no brains haha ) ^^
what to buy for my father , for his bdae , and what to buy for my mum ,
for mother's day . ad the worse thing is , tey fall on the same day ,
and exam ends at tht day too . haha . XD
eh.& i know im v.long-winded haha .
jus bear with it for a sec ?
or maybe more ..



Labels : A lost girl who need a bright bright lamp to guide her way .



Add- ons : rawrrr bunthaneth , i feel like confiding in you now . XDD .


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title:
date: Saturday, May 3, 2008
time:6:46 PM
-Life's so boring.






-School's a complete bore.




-And, staying at home doesnt helps.


-Exams ..even worse .


-.- pardon my lame-ness . jus spamming out *shuo bu shang lai de gan jue*

Ytd was . yeah . mtl && history paper .
mtl ..gt 1 Q. wrong le. =(
then after tht . went to "play"
so called as . play . went to find info abt some1 (:
&& i was like damn stupid can . see th wrong person .
**ppl who duno this thing will feel blur , yeah -.-*
heck care me pls .
went into class for hist paper .
& was like OMG . they was ABOUT to start , yeah
but the tcher nv say anything . so heng . yeah i love you tcher .
BIG JK . yea ..u rox at tt time ..haha
did th hist paper . last min liao still writing like siao =.=
result come out sure zai zai de ..
yeaaaah , after tht , go amk makan ..bla ..

come back sch did art .
found out alot thing hvnt buy ,
duno go opp for hw many time -.-

then seee one andersonian guy walking past the staff rm .
out of lame-ness i hiied to him -.-
kay lah , look frenly :D
began to tok . yeah .
lays & yy & me , was making fun of him .
yeah XD ,
then did art ... sch said 5.30 close liaoz .
then so bo bian must go out loh ;
brought the proj home , chiong ..

yeah i nth to say liaoz .
bye byes .

maybe..i prefer the old esther eng .


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title:
date: Thursday, May 1, 2008
time:9:19 PM
I'm just a USELESS girl .

who can't even ..

useless useless useless useless ...

esther the useless girl signing off


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